Just Another Lonely Girl: An Introvert’s Struggle



I’m an introvert, which means I re-energize by spending time alone, and that I enjoy my own company a little bit more than the “average” person. I have known this about myself for a while and I’m okay with it. Despite my introversion I have managed to find a few close friends, and I’m okay with that too, well somewhat. For the past 2 years I have found myself feeling I have had too much alone time. In other words I’m lonely (cue the violins). I have a hard time expressing this because I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me but I felt it was important to put it out there. It’s been floating at the back of my mind for too long.

My lonely isn’t the lonely you’re probably thinking it is. I’m not in the house staring out the window watching life happen. I go places, concerts, festivals, etc. but when I go I am alone. I could be surrounded by people but it’s like I’m the only one there. My friends, though I love them dearly, share only about 40% of my interests. I have no one in which to share my some of my biggest passions with.

I thought that if I got out there and did the things I loved to do I’d eventually make connections with others who did the same, but it hasn’t happened. Like many introvert’s I struggle with making and maintaining friendships. Sometimes the interactions are awkward and forced, it’s stressful so I just avoid it.It’s rare that I even meet a person that is potential “friend material” and when I do it seems they aren’t really looking for any new friends.

So after another summer of mostly solo experiences I can feel myself starting to retreat from the world. I don’t look forward going out because I am going alone and I am tired of that. I do look forward to winter because there will be less things going on.

I’m curious to see if there is anyone else out there who has experienced this.
What do you do when no one loves what you love? Or likes what you like?
How do you find those genuine connections?


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Author: Tawni

Tawni is a California girl currently loving her life in Atlanta,GA. When she isn’t daydreaming or buried in a book, you’ll find her brunching with friends or seeing her favorite bands. As an aspiring writer and lover of all things creative, she hopes to inspire people to not only "exist" but live purpose filled lives.

6 thoughts on “Just Another Lonely Girl: An Introvert’s Struggle”

  1. Hey! When I was reading your post I was like she is talking about me!!! I love me time and going out also but literally have like 2 friends I can go out out. It’s so hard to make NEW friends when you are an introvert! I mean it’s easy to meet people but become good friends with them, that’s the hard part. I feel like people that love the same things I do are nowhere near me! Sigh….. I just wanted to say I’m in the same boat as you hun! 💕💕💕

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  2. About 36 years ago, maybe more, I spent nearly 7 years experiencing the same feelings. It was crippling, and to others I was shy, or weird ( of which I was neither, just super particular about who I let in)….then I discovered a mood altering potion called Alcohol, fell in love with actually ( I highly discourage it)…suddenly I was a mingler..attending everything….socializing like crazy…doing all kinds of things with all kinds of wrong people. …….Fast forward 36years later….substance abuse long gone…I find myself feeling introvertish again. But this time, equipt with experience……I love it. Moral of my rant: Love who are…..EVERYTHING will come together….when it does.

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